I am missing you and it’s killing me inside
Your presence was imprinted in me
The words “I miss you” aren’t enough to describe this feeling
I wish I could go back to the day I met you, and fix everything
I regret the things I did. No one should have ever done it to you.
I already realized my mistake of walking out on the girl who would never have walked out on me.
Deep down, I knew I cared. But I held back because I was afraid.
Returning back to you, I can only dream of it now
Will you be there when I come back? Perhaps, perhaps not.
I know I am worthless. I am sorry.
I know that I’m still holding on false hope.
I should not be fooling myself but I keep playing to the same joke.
But I know somewhere in the depths of my being.
That my impossible wish be granted.
But I know that I was holding on to something that didn’t exist anymore.
I need to let go of this delusion.